Ghost Town

I feel like nobody is on Blogger anymore. I really miss reading about what everyone has been up to lately. Shout out to Miranda and Liz to start writing again! It's less inspiring to write when I have nothing to read myself. I guess it's because I feel like if I have nothing to read, then I guess nobody is really reading my blog, so what's the point?

Not much has been going on anyway to be honest. Just working all the time. Life has been pretty lame. Working mornings doesn't leave much room to do anything else. Let alone anyone be available when I'm home anyway. Robbie's birthday was this past Monday though. That was nice. I think he really liked his present and I had a good time hanging out with him and Franco. We went bowling together the day after Robbie's birthday. They had this special going on at the bowling alley. Everything was only a quarter basically. It was fun. I suck at bowling, but I don't take it too seriously.

Tomorrow is my last FSU game for the season. It's FSU's homecoming against Virginia. I'm pretty excited. Robbie is going to come with me. It's a night game so we won't get back until late, and I bet it'll be freezing. I hope everyone is in good spirit at the stadium. I love my school :)

Thanksgiving is almost here and I have no significant plans. I'm working in the morning time and none of my family is really getting together. I think it'll just be my mom, Amanda, and I. I love them, but that's a really pathetic gathering. The holidays just get crappy as you get older. I guess because everything is so built up when you're younger, but this blows. Robbie and I are going to do some black Friday shopping hopefully, even though I have no idea what to get anyone. Also, if I'm not working my sister and I might attempt to get tickets to the FSU vs. UF game from scalpers.



I feel like time is going by so quickly. I can't believe I've already been graduated for almost a whole semester...

It Will Rain

I feel pretty lonely lately. It's like the system I had since coming to Gainesville has completely changed. I'm still not a huge fan of working mornings, and I feel like I have no time for myself now. I get up super early, go to work, come home, eat, walk the dog, watch some tv, and then it's time to go to bed. Robbie goes to work shortly after I get home. It's really crappy. I feel like we haven't hung out in so long. I just want to do something together for the majority of the day. :/

I don't know... I'm probably being silly. I'm just tired of being sick and sad. I heard this song on the radio recently...it appeals to me for some reason.

Bruno Mars
"It Will Rain"

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door.

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin' "There goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy"

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain.

Don't just say,
Goodbye, don't just say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

Family Time

The past couple of days have been rough. I've been really tired, work sucks, and Robbie's working a lot on a completely different schedule then me so we haven't hung out much. I really can't stand work right now. This morning training stuff blows. It's really stressing me out trying to figure it out.


Thankfully, my mom is amazing. She's been really helpful the past few days. She's bought me several things I've needed around the house and it's been fun hanging out with her after work.

I can't wait for the weekend already.