Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Reality Doesn't Seem Very Real

I'm sitting at my apartment reading over slide after slide for my final exam tomorrow. I wonder if professors know how paralyzing it is to study for a final exam. It's your last chance to do well, but also, it's so close to the end that you have ZERO motivation to study. My body is in 'done' mode already. What really sucks is that try as I might, this information is not making sense. I feel like this whole course has been over my head. I keep pushing forward and keep reading over the slides, but I feel like I'm getting no where....Oh well, I guess it'll all be over tomorrow afternoon anyway.

It still hasn't really hit me that I'm leaving Tallahassee. I have the majority of my apartment packed and already gone to Gainesville, but it blows my mind. My friends and family are starting to come up for graduation tomorrow and Friday. It's still not real though. I don't know how I'll feel Saturday. Should be interesting.

Tomorrow I'm going to get up early, study, and get spray tan for graduation. I've never done spray tan, but I hope it comes out alright. I want to feel pretty and confident on my big day. I'm taking some graduation photos Friday morning too, so hopefully it helps for that as well.

Things have been a lot better in general lately too. I've been stressed out, and for good reason, but things are pretty good right now. I say this almost every time, but I hope it lasts. I'm not sure what to make of the quick changes, but I'm hoping the onset of the bad, brought out the new, permanent good. Moving to Gainesville is definitely shaping out to be more than I imagined.

I'm still in shock about graduation. Why hasn't it hit me yet?

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