The Too Busy Beat

Every time I start a new post, I never know how to begin it. I know what subjects I want to talk about, and I know basically how I'll approach them, but I always feel like I need some kind of opener. It's weird. I feel like this is my own personal forum to vent, but I guess I still want some kind of organization.

With that being said, my heart is bothering me again lately. It's been hurting all day long, for two days now, but last night was so much worse. I laid in bed and cried for three hours. I'm sick of going to doctors and hospital only to be told there's nothing wrong. I can't afford that bull crap right now. I feel like something needs to be done though. This feeling can't be normal. I definitely feel stressed out lately though. I'm working SO much it's ridiculous. I've come to the conclusion that I need a new job. I'm not getting paid enough, so it doesn't matter how much I work, I'm still coming up short in the end.

Everything isn't miserable though. I'm really happy that Robbie and I are officially together. It feels great to say that. I feel good about this. :)


Other random stuff this week, I took Comet to the vet for heart worm medicine. It turned out a lot cheaper than I expected. The vet said he was completely healthy too. I'm so glad. I finally closed the store in less than an hour too. That was really exciting. It's been taking me until 12:50am every night. Unfortunately, my work schedule this week is pretty lame.

That's my mission though. New job. Less stress. Hopefully.