I Have Nothing

Hello Blogger. I miss how much I used to enjoy blogging on here. I'm not sure what happened. I just get sad when I get on here now... Today wasn't so good. I'm learning a lot about myself lately. Things I don't really enjoy learning either. Honestly though, better now than at graduate school I guess. I can't count how many blogs I have on here about how I'm not independent. That's the gist of this post as well. I'm still struggling with this and it only makes life more complicated when I try hard not to be independent when I have to. I hate how rocky some relationships can be. I don't get why it has to be so difficult. Human beings are so flawed. This should be easy. Coexisting shouldn't be as difficult as it is, yet it's almost a daily struggle sometimes. It's especially frustrating when it happens between people I'm close with. If I fight with someone important to me, then I cling to someone who isn't important to me, and that blows up in my face. I guess I'm complaining about others but not addressing my own character building that has to be done. Ugh. It's so hard. All I want is to have consistency in my life. I would give away so much just to have it. Funny how life works some times. I'm done complaining I guess. Whitney Houston "I Have Nothing" Share my life, take me for what I am Cause I'll never change all my colours for you Take my love, I'll never ask for too much Just all that you are and everything that you do I don't really need to look very much further I don't want to have to go where you don't follow I won't hold it back again, this passion inside Can't run from myself There's nowhere to hide (Your love I'll remember forever) Don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore Stay in my arms if you dare Or must I imagine you there Don't walk away from me... I have nothing, nothing, nothing If I don't have you, you, you, you. You see through, right to the heart of me You break down my walls with the strength of your love I never knew love like I've known it with you Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to I don't really need to look very much further I don't want to have to go where you don't follow I won't hold it back again, this passion inside Can't run from myself There's nowhere to hide (Your love I'll remember forever) Don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore Stay in my arms if you dare Or must I imagine you there Don't walk away from me... I have nothing, nothing, nothing If I don't have you, you, you, you. Don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore Stay in my arms if you dare Or must I imagine you there Don't walk away from me Don't walk away from me Don't you dare walk away from me I have nothing, nothing, nothing If I don't have you, you, you, you.