Much Needed Update

Hello Blogger, long time no see.

I kind of don't even know where to start anymore...

Um, well, for starters I got accepted to UCF's Clinical Psychology MA program...FINALLY. This year off has really taken it's toll on me. I'm so glad I'm finally going back to school and I'm that much closer to being able to have my career. I was extremely surprised that I got accepted. I had interviewed at another school, and that hadn't gone too well, but I feel like this time around I really showed my heart at UCF instead of trying to have all of the right answers to their questions. Praise God for getting me there.

That also means apartment hunting, packing, and moving again. Not looking forward to that part. I have no patience for searching online for apartments, so I'm hoping to get down to Daytona soon and make a day of looking at places. I'm excited to be in the program, but I'm not sure how I feel about moving. I really hope I don't get too home sick being two hours away again. I know that seems a short distance, but I'm really attached to my family and friends. I hope I adjust well.

Things have been kind of crappy lately. I've been avoiding blogger because no one ever posted anymore, partially to Liz not having high speed internet, but also because I haven't been feeling happy or physically well for a while. Robbie and I had so many problems recently and we broke up. That was really hard to accept and deal with. I still find it hard to believe given our past, but I know in my heart I tried so hard to make it work, and in the end I wasn't getting out of the relationship what I needed. It's been an adjustment, and a process, but I'm trying to figure out things now.

Dealing with this, and work, and all of my other stuff has me feeling really run down. I've never been so tired in my life as I have been feeling for the past two months. I go to bed super early but it never seems to make a difference. I know I need to trying to change my lifestyle some, but I really think it's something else.

I have more on my mind, but I think I'll stop here for now. More to come soon :)