Today was not what I was hoping for on my day off. It was my first day off in five days. I really wanted to relax, kick this cold out of me, but also do something fun with my time away from work. I didn't do any of that. I didn't even get to the doctor. It's so frustrating now when my time away from work is wasted. I feel like I'm ALWAYS at winn-dixie. I NEED time for myself now. I keep finding myself so stressed out I'm on the verge of tears. It's not fair and honestly I don't see why it's this way. It shouldn't be.
I guess it's because today was sort of a bad day, but I'm just really doubtful of a lot of things now. I feel like I'm working so hard. I'm putting a lot of time, energy, and resources into things that I don't get anything in return from. It's disappointing. I don't understand how I keep finding myself in this position. I'm really tired of getting taken advantage of.
It's really hard to find motivation to tackle graduate school applications lately too. That's a dead weight in the back of my mind. I need to just get it done, but it's so hard to find a good chunk of time.
Ugh, I don't know. I feel like this blog is unorganized and it's making me mad. Today just wasn't good.
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Thinking of you! :) Every once in a while I think about trying to get in touch with you so we can do dinner or something, then I remember that you don't live in Tally anymore. :( Lol.
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