Surprise Surprise

I woke up today expecting to be miserable. I don't like being single. It's not me. I'm not independent in that sense. I want to be in a relationship really badly. Not just any relationship for the sake of it. I know what I want, and it seems so simple to me, but it's not happening....

Regardless, I can't change that I'm alone in that aspect right now. Today was different though. My room mate surprised me and decorated my door. I really appreciated the gesture and I could tell how much thought she put into it. It made me feel happy and special. I needed that. Work was good too. It was a relaxing day, a nice change of pace.

I've been pretty productive lately too, which I'm proud of. I feel like I'm on the go, 24/7 for school, work, or volunteering, so when I accomplish it all without procrastination or giving myself a threatening pep talk to finish my work, I feel accomplished.

So today was surprising. I didn't get the Valentine's Day I wanted. No surprise presents or gestures, but I DID get notice that I got an interview for my top pick grad school, which is probably the best present I could ever get right now. I didn't spend the entire day depressed, and I listened to A LOT of good music. It was actually pretty good. Even as I type this, my night is getting better. :)

I wanna post the playlist I made, but it's really long, maybe another day. Happy Valentine's Day :)