It Makes No Sense

So, it's like no one is using blogger anymore, yet my page views keep going up. It makes me wonder if I have a bunch of random viewers from google or something. Except, it says my traffic sources are from my facebook page. I know I have my blog listed, so it must be friends of mine some how. I wish everyone I follow on here would start writing again. I really enjoyed everyone's blog.

Speaking of facebook. I hope it pisses everyone off reading my statuses as much as it pisses me off to read other people's. Good lord, I've never been so quick to get angry as I can reading crap on facebook. I obviously not talking about any of my friends I speak to regularly, it's more like people who are on my friends list, but I really don't talk to much. I regularly go through my friends list and delete people, so this isn't one of those cases where it's some random person I can delete. I think I'm complaining right now just to complain.

I'm stuck in Tallahassee writing my last speech. I CANNOT WAIT for this dang class to be over. Our last speech is Monday, and our final exam is Friday. It stresses me out being forced to sit on my laptop and write/practice this all weekend. It takes so much energy to get myself to continuously write. I'm trying hard to focus. I feel like I have a vice grip on my mind, and this is the only thing I can focus on, but it's still not coming out.

I keep trying to focus on fun stuff in the future to keep me happy. Mallory and I are going to the FSU Super Regional Baseball game Sunday. I'm pretty excited. I'm getting sad that I'm about to graduate. I hate Tallahassee, but I'm going to miss FSU a lot. Amanda turns 21 next Saturday too. I have my final the Friday before, but I'm supposed to go get her and celebrate in Tallahassee. That should be a lot of fun. I miss her and I want her to have a good birthday.

This summer still seems really rough on me. It's not near as much of an emotional roller coaster as it was the first two weeks of summer, but there's still too many ups and downs for my liking. I'm so incredibly busy too. I feel like I'm letting some relationships slip from me because I'm not able to talk as much. If you're reading this Liz and Cassie, I really do miss you guys. I miss texting you more often Liz, and Cassie, I'm not lying when I say I'll try and call. Something always comes up or I'm dead tired. Don't cut me out of your life though, please?