Deja Vu

I just had some crazy deja vu right now. I don't want to be in this situation again. I feel left behind and unimportant. Maybe I shouldn't feel this way, and if I think about it, I probably shouldn't, but I do. I don't know where to go from here. It makes me angry to think I'm in the same situation, hearing the same BS that I heard a year ago from a new situation. Why do I keep getting myself into these situations?