I just don't know...

I'm feeling agitated at the moment. I'm not entirely sure why, but here are some contributing factors:
1.) I still haven't heard back from UCF yet about my interview. My mom text me while I was at work today and said I had an email in my fsu account from UCF. I got excited and nervous, but it was a false alarm. I really want to get into the program, not only because it's what I've been working for, but I feel a connection with the staff and that program. I really want to go there.

2.) I have a crap ton of work due tomorrow. I expected the week before spring break to be busy, but it's not the week for me, it's just Thursday. No crisis hotline training tomorrow, but I have a test, a quiz, a lab report, and a homework assignment all due/happening. After the stress of last week, and with the approach of spring break, I don't wanna do a damn thing, hence me blogging during my break instead of diving into the next assignment.

3.) I'm ALWAYS tired. I don't think anyone really understands how much I take on in a semester. It's my choice, I love everything I participate in, but man, I never really have time for myself or for sleep.

4.) I feel slightly annoyed with where my life is right now. I feel like things are stagnant and I don't know, I'm kind of sick of it. I feel like I'm working too hard and I want things too badly for my life to be sort of idling in my relationships with others. I'm baffled at how to change this though, and I think that's partly due to the fact that I don't think I am the problem here...

I don't know. I just discussed all of those reasons for my mood right now, but I honestly don't think the main cause of these feelings are rooted in any of the above listed. On a brighter note, I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow. Nothing special, just trimmed. I'm excited for it too look healthy and be easier to manage. I really hope Friday morning comes fast. I am so in need of spring break, relaxation, and no responsibilities. I want to hang out with my friends the entire time. If I never had to go home, I think I'd be happier. That might sound mean, and I have nothing against being around my family, but I am in such need for a release that I don't want the fun to stop. I really hope Amanda and I can go to Islands of Adventure and experience the Harry Potter theme park. I really hope my expectations aren't crushed though :(