Out of my hands, but not out of my reach

I know I blogged already today about what I've kind of been doing on spring break, but I just had this weird sensation come over me and it's hard to freaking concentrate with my parents talking to me about nonsense t.v. shows they watch.

I feel worried about the immediate future. Things are pretty great right now. Nothing's really changed I guess, it's just been a good environment lately. I feel really happy. I had this overwhelming sensation though that things need to slow down. I don't want this feeling to leave, or things to change. I want to absorb all this good and just stay right here. It's such an unnerving feeling to not be in control.

Please, can time stop right here? I'd be so happy.